December 2009
“Have you seen me cry tears like diamonds,
Down and down they fly.”
Sometimes I think I hold too much compassion and feeling for others. I know that should be a good thing, but it often gets the best of me. When someone is hurting emotionally, I put myself in their shoes and feel deeply for them. When someone cries, I cry. When someone laughs, I laugh. Sometimes I don’t even know the person. Actually, most times, I don’t know the person. I just see...
It was great being back in Lincoln Park yesterday. During my time there, it felt like school had started again, and I would eventually walk back to my dorm to discuss boys and cookies with my roommate. But, of course, I had to take the 12:30 train home, which I almost missed. Because we were practically running to the train station, our goodbye was quick. I don’t always like quick goodbyes....
This song is incredibly uplifting. I am in love....
Lately, I have not been saying what I am thinking. I have not been meaning what I say, and my thoughts can no longer be expressed into verbal words. I keep snapping at things my family members say, and I hate that I am being this way.
I need a time out.
My Christmas was spent cleaning someone’s very, very messy house. The house was probably not cleaned for years. I took a break by watching...
And I dont want to cry my whole life through I...
When I say I don’t want to talk about something does not always mean I am angry. It just means I don’t want to talk about it. Clear and simple.
This makes me want to rip my heart out, yeah. →
“A woman needs to be held, even, and science has shown this, if its with someone...”
I really, really feel like I am truly growing up.
I just hope I don’t end up living alone.
Gracie, the dog I am sitting, needs so much attention, TOO much attention. While I type this post, she is whimpering for me to pet her.
The bed I slept in last night wasn’t as comfortable as I thought it would be, and because I went to bed late and Gracie woke me up awfully early, I barely got any sleep. I would say today will be a relaxing day, only consisting of movie after movie, but...
Two things or more.
Now that my first college winter break is almost over, I have realized some things. First, I wasted most of my break. Most of my time was spent inside my brain. I barely slept, barely practiced, and barely hung out with anyone because I was too busy thinking things over. Every other day I have stayed in my house entirely, not even changing out of my pajamas. Sure, I have...